Saturday, November 26, 2011

@ 9pm my day begins...

...Or so it seems these days.  With 2 very active little ones and a hardworking hubby, I find myself chasing the hours on the clock, shouting "Hey!  Come back here!  You're always going so fast..."

So by 9pm, my minis are finally solidly asleep & I...well...I am dead dog tired with a long list of things that didn't get done throughout my very busy daytime hours.  So even though my day can now begin at that time & I have hours ahead that can be uninterrupted and full of potential, my extreme all around emotional, physical, mental exhaustion causes me to crash instead of produce, causing me to settle into a purpose that says "I'm really only here for my kids, who are literally getting all of me."  How do you balance?? 

This being a season of transition into staying at home full-time & sabbath from the demands outside world means a whole lotta change & re-directing for me.  So although I struggle to figure it all out, the point is to keep struggling at it until it comes together...& have faith...this will be good, it WILL be good...

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